I need to grow a pair right now
thats about it
Friday, February 20, 2009
Monday, February 16, 2009
25 hours
It’s amazing what can happen in such a short time, two shifts at work, a planning meeting, and a night full of bonding. I wouldn’t have traded the past 25 hours for anything in the world. The ups and downs and the admittance of confusion. I think that the stuff I was complaining about in my last post has changed, sure I haven't gotten much more clarity or cojones on the matter, but I have been encouraged. Sometimes that’s all it takes
Thursday, February 12, 2009
Life As I Know It
Why do I doubt?
Why do I continue on in a struggle I'm not sure I still believe in?
When will I know what to do?
When will things go right?
Should I press onward in this path I am following?
Or should I forge off onto a new trail?
Should I take my chances Or should I play my cards close to my chest and wait it out?
All these questions and more have been going through my head in the past couple weeks, besides not having a clue of what I should be doing, I also have been having more trouble getting stoked about day to day things, like getting out of bed, or going to work, or playing soccer, or tinkering with my banjo. I think I’m tired of being alone all the time, but I don't know what to do.
Why do I continue on in a struggle I'm not sure I still believe in?
When will I know what to do?
When will things go right?
Should I press onward in this path I am following?
Or should I forge off onto a new trail?
Should I take my chances Or should I play my cards close to my chest and wait it out?
All these questions and more have been going through my head in the past couple weeks, besides not having a clue of what I should be doing, I also have been having more trouble getting stoked about day to day things, like getting out of bed, or going to work, or playing soccer, or tinkering with my banjo. I think I’m tired of being alone all the time, but I don't know what to do.
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